The time has come for me to finally sit down and express my thanks and admiration for those that are walking the path with me. The people that have never left my side, never been judgemental and have loved me no matter what I have been going through. The past couple of months have been extremely hard. I took a major step in my life and did something that I never thought I would actually in a million years do. It was hard.
I have a sincere appreciation for those people that helped me through the rollercoaster of emotions and gave me a shoulder to cry on (or punch) or just listened when I needed an ear. They are listed in no particular order.......
My Parents: My parents have done nothing but stay by my side. My mom was there when I had to move all of my stuff out of our house. She was there when I had the break-down in her living room assuring me it was all going to be okay and that life did stink at times and that it isn't fair. She is my rock and I love her dearly. My dad has been there with advice when needed, a story when I needed a laugh and silence when he knew I didn't want to talk about it. My parents have been and will always be my heroes and I love them to the ends of the Earth and back.
My grandmother: She has been the most surprising. She didn't say I was wrong when I told her the news and she has been there with gentle words of encouragement.
PATO (People At The Office): Sam, Mike, John and Pat. They have endured 3 years of listening to me rant and rave and for that all of them should be given some sort of medal. These people are truly my saving grace and non-judgemental, always there to offer advice go to people. They know me, they know when I am having a bad day and they know when I am having a good day. We spend 8 hours a day 5 days a week together. They are more than my friends, they are my family and I love them dearly.
Rachel: She loves me unconditionally. That is rare to find these days and for that I am extremely greatful. We have done everything together, been through everything together and she knows my deepest, darkest, secrets. She has stood right by my side through this entire ordeal. Pushing me to know that it is going to be okay.
Hannah: My dearest and one of my best friends. She has given advice and has told me it was all going to be okay. Although the miles between us hinder our relationship she has always stood by my side and has had the shoulder when I needed it.
My father-in-law and mother-in-law: Yes, I said my in-laws. They are willing to forgive and start a new with a friendship. During this whole thing I have never stopped loving them. They have been important people in my life for almost 10 years. I am sad that we are no longer family, but glad we can be friends.
My extended family, friends and aquaintences: This includes my new friends in Dallas, Dr. H and all others. There have been many that have dissappeared, avoid me in Wal-Mart or if the don't avoid me they act as though I have the plague. However, there are many of you out there that have offered kind words of encouragement, messages of hope and the knowledge to know that you would always be there should I call upon you. Many have said that this is for the better, not only for me, but for Justin. Many have gone through this and have felt the feelings I have, many simply wanted me to know it was going to be okay, several others have given a hug when I needed it and then some let me talk things out. No matter what you have done or the support you have given it will never be forgotten.
Lastly:
Amanda: Although she can't offer advice or a shoulder to cry on, she has been my reason for living these past few months. She is the breath of fresh air I need when the day has been long, troubling and tiresome. She is the giggle I need to see just how some things in this life don't matter much in the end. She has given hope for my future and played with me when the towers of Leggos offer solice from the real world. I know things will be okay because she is here with me, providing strength, courage and hope.
To all of those that I love, you have been a constant the past few months. People have come and gone, however, I am greatful for those that have remained, didn't pick sides, listened to both stories and didn't judge. I never asked for anyone to not be friends with Justin, but to consider that he has a story as do I.
Thank You All....from the bottom of my heart. You mean more to me than I will ever be able to show.
Lacey
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